The Sins of the Father

Your Father as one of your primary carers has a very deep influence upon you. Consciously or unconsciously he will have affected your internal relationships to your masculine principal. The role of the father is to teach us about sovereignty and abundance in our lives.

Sovereignty is the activation of higher consciousness and the realization that you are the creator of your own reality attaining mastery over matter. What many people do not realize is that the road to sovereignty and the realization of your truth and purpose is paved with abundance.

This is because your natural state is one of abundance, you are literally an infinite being, creation in expression and there is nothing that you cannot receive into your life should you choose to open yourself up to the limitless offerings that are available to you. Once abundance is realized, sovereignty becomes inevitable and you easily create whatever you wish for yourself.

Another analogy is that you are like the flora and fauna of earth, given enough sunshine (and water) you will flourish, nature given the right conditions is unstoppable.

Your father is the first masculine presence in your life, he is the provider for the home. He is the microcosmic representation of the stellar star (our sun and our first father) and he will have taught you how you receive sunlight (evolutionary information)  into your ‘home’ (your body) in accordance to what is your ’due’ or what you feel you are worth. Your physical body, houses your soul.  Give your soul enough sunlight and it will blossom.  The sun within you, your masculine principal, has the capacity to radiate infinite light, the question therefore is not ‘is there enough light’ but ‘how much light will you allow in.’  What is your capacity to receive your due?

Remember all matter is created from light, frequency and information!

And you will have taken the information given to you by your father and carved out your own masculine identity and life with it making choices that mirror your internal beliefs.

And this is wonderful if your Father was the epitome of a healthy masculine principal. Because a healthy masculine principal contains and provides for the feminine principal within you leading to wholeness and enlightenment.

But what if your Father did not realize his own worth? What if he was absent or unhappy, or abusive, or disassociated or demanding or even emasculated by his partner or his boss or a hundred other nuanced peculiarities of limitation and disempowerment that is prevalent in todays world?

When our masculine principal is distorted we: leak energy, become controlling, feel unworthy, overwork, suffer with limitation, have problems holding discerning boundaries, go numb, get weak immune systems, suffer with disempowerment and hold a scarcity mindset.

For a long time now Patriarchy has governed, controlled and manipulated our understanding of what a healthy masculine principal is all about. Right from the get go we are taught to fear the sun ‘cover up your children with chemical sunscreen’, ‘ we doctors know your body better then you do’  and ‘you are too irresponsible/stupid to govern yourselves’ etc Toxic masculinity has become the norm and this has entrained Fathers and Fathers of Fathers to bestow upon their children (girls and boys alike) an inverted relationship with their own masculine principals and true embodiment of what it is to be sovereign and abundant.

On top of this Patriarchy has also deliberately entangled ‘money’ and the ‘work’ required in order to obtain it and ’survive’ with our perceptions of what it means to be abundant. It has distorted our natural birthright into an ‘energy currency’ with a tiered pyramid payment system rooted in dominance. And it has done it so effectively that money is now one of the most powerful enslavement systems upon this planet.

Therefore, navigating the flow of abundance and the ‘money’ knot entangled with it is one of the final frontiers that we need to seriously address and energetically work through in order to become infinite, free and to raise the consciousness of our human collective.

And this knot is untangled by examining and energetically uncovering the distorted limiting belief systems that our fathers unconsciously taught us as we were learning what it meant to provide for ourselves by observing their behaviors, words and feelings in action. Once the ’money’ knot is cleared easy abundance naturally follows and then we can break the generational bondage of limitation and the lies of ‘what we are not’ and know ourselves truly as the creators that we are.

Now before I go on its important to understand that there is nothing inherently wrong with money.

Money is just as valuable and wonderful as any other form of abundant energy. We have chosen ( with the underhand help of the negative Patriarchal agenda) to make it the primary energetic exchange system in this 3D matrix in order to measure our worth.

I once merged my consciousness with the consciousness of money and I was astounded to discover that it was, on the whole, pretty upset about the way it was being viewed, used and abused. As an energy made from pure creation ( aka love)  it appeared to be upset that so many people; misunderstood its function, hated the necessity of working for it, considered it to be evil, to be impossible to attain, that people fought over it, were envious of it, would debase themselves for it and even kill for it!

When I demerged from money consciousness I started to ‘see’ money in a very different way. It changed my perceptions most notably I began to ‘enjoy’ spending rather then ‘worry’ about spending. I also stopped trying to hold on to it (imprisoning money consciousness) I started to see it as an energy that required flow to truly live to the full.

I also then started to take a deep dive into what my father had taught me about money, wealth and abundance. Not just in obvious ways but in the unconscious shadow within me as well.

In the obvious ways my Father taught me that; ’abundance IS money,’ ‘you have to work very hard for your money’ ‘ wealth makes you important’ and that ‘money is power.’  Unconsciously he also taught me that ‘money is more important than love’ ‘ if you are not perfect then you don’t deserve money’ and ‘money tears families apart’.

On top of this I also went to a convent school and the Heavenly ‘Father’ of that institution taught me that ‘money is evil’ and ‘poverty is admirable’ (you can see why Patriarchy loves the dogma of religion).

It was no wonder then that for many years I was in an internal dilemma about money. I wanted it so I could have an easier life and provide for my family but I was simultaneously fearful of it because the Father I had known chose money above all else, including me and I never wanted that kind of pain in my family. Therefore I was unconsciously manifesting a lot of hard work (doing jobs that did not fulfill me) and worrying constantly about how we were going to pay the bills. On top of this my Father was a brilliant entrepreneur so I felt bewildered that I somehow couldn’t emulate that whilst deliberately keeping myself small so that I wouldn’t be the same as him.

And the whole time it never occurred to me that this enormous confusing mess was a false program instilled in me from childhood. It took me many years to work all of this out and even more years to finally energetically clear it from my unconscious mind and also clear the condensed crystalized patterns and energy blocks that had cemented into my etheric body and which stopped the flow of receivership that I now experience on a daily basis.

I now do a job that I absolutely love and fills my life with purpose (sovereignty), I am no longer afraid to be seen for who I truly am ( shine like the sun!), I know that money is a wonderful form of abundance ( I am infinite) that provides joy and that you can do extraordinary amount of good with it. I know that money flows in and out and I allow it to without worry, I know that money is not the only form of abundance and everything I need and more flows into my life because I decide my worth, I know that when you give you receive in excess and most importantly I know why my father was the way he was, entrained generationally, he was doing the best he could with what he knew and I love and forgive it all and am grateful for the lessons he taught me.

Many of my clients on the spiritual path come to me because of seemingly immovable obstacles of; lack, hand to mouth survival, competition, work drudgery, nasty employers, poverty mindset, unworthiness and searching for their purpose. They assume they are not manifesting correctly.

And I explain to them that It does not matter how much you manifest consciously if you are holding within your shadow aspect a toxic masculine principal with deeply ingrained distorted beliefs in limitation, unworthiness, disempowerment ect then the unconscious mind which is a much large super computer then the conscious mind will constantly distort your manifesting results in the real world.

I only really started to do this inner work after my Father had died but it is possible to do it at any point in your life and it is incredible what happens when one starts to unravel distortion and replace it with authenticity and the remembrance of who you truly are and what is offered to you in this realm with unconditional love always as the infinite being that you are.

As always the only way to change our reality and our world is to change ourselves.

My desire in my work is to find my own path to truth and then share techniques and discoveries that have improved my life in the hope that they may assist others to do the same.

I therefore created  a workshop to unravel ‘The Sins of the Father’ that anyone can do and which will begin to move you forward to uncreate detrimental beliefs in sovereignty and abundance that you hold within your reality, within your relationships and most importantly with the sacred masculinity within your own being. In the process you will also find that your relationship with your father will be healed.